It is 1:35 a.m. and frankly I am just too pooped to post. I just finished decorating a batch of baby shower sugar cookies that I have to deliver at 10:00 in the morning...this morning. The light blue and brown color scheme Donna requested turned out pretty cute. Phone battery is dead and so am I. Photos will come later.
Sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite. Why my mom told me this almost every night when I was little, I will never know. But somehow at 1:40 a.m. it works!
Many hugs,
Kathy
Friday, June 25, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Mission Accomplished...Almost- Day 323
Accomplishment was the mission of the day. I had proofs to run, quotes to get out and thankfully lots of printing jobs to pick up. It was a work day reminiscent of times past when the printing industry was thriving. It was exhilarating! Now that is a word I haven't used to describe work in a very long time...maybe ever. The adrenaline kept pumping when I got home. I worked on Mission Baking and Packaging Organization. After sharing a Target California Chicken Salad with Maddie and keeping one eye on the Lost Footage of The Housewives of New York City, I actually got most of the project completed. It felt so good!
You know...in the good times today wouldn't have seemed so special at all. In tough times, I relished every moment. Life is very, very good.
Many hugs,
Kathy
You know...in the good times today wouldn't have seemed so special at all. In tough times, I relished every moment. Life is very, very good.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
The Ultimate Ahhhhh - Day 322
My day was filled with lots of driving, lots of box hoisting and lots of aches and pains. However, all my worries and challenges disappeared the moment I saw him. Brayden, my newborn grand nephew, was born the day before yesterday, but this was my first opportunity to hold him in my arms. He was beautiful! I cannot think of a more peaceful, soul filling feeling than holding a sleeping tiny infant. It is definitely the ultimate Ahhhhhhhhh!
Many hugs,
Kathy
Many hugs,
Kathy
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Unbelievable Generosity - Day 321
Just when I saw the business "carrot" move a little further away from my grasp...along came Marieta, my husband's boss. Over the last few months Mike has shared my dreams with her. She took a genuine interest in what I was trying to do and today she gave me a way to make it happen. She pulled out her checkbook and wrote a check. A check for HeartSong Cookies. This tremendous gift combined with the generosity of others close to me means I must make this happen. I cannot be afraid any longer. I have to jump in and I have to do it NOW.
Words are failing me tonight. I cannot express just how much this means to me. Marieta doesn't know me very well. But she knows my husband. She knows what a wonderful man he is. She knows he believes in me. And so, she believes in me too. Her investment may not yield dividends in the near future, but it will yield a sugar free cookie in her honor. For months I have promised to find a recipe that will work for diabetics. Now I am compelled to do so.
Many, many, many hugs,
Kathy
Words are failing me tonight. I cannot express just how much this means to me. Marieta doesn't know me very well. But she knows my husband. She knows what a wonderful man he is. She knows he believes in me. And so, she believes in me too. Her investment may not yield dividends in the near future, but it will yield a sugar free cookie in her honor. For months I have promised to find a recipe that will work for diabetics. Now I am compelled to do so.
Many, many, many hugs,
Kathy
Monday, June 21, 2010
Pity Partying - Day 320
Today I spent the day partying...pity partying. My house is falling apart and I have no money to fix it. I had to use part of the money for my new business venture to take care of something house related that just could not wait. My husband spent his day off from work trying to handle the challenge while I "partied hearty". I cried. I sulked. I said the obligatory "Why me?!"...and then I "sobered up". No, I had not had a drop of alcohol, just a pitcher of pity. After I slapped myself across the face, I thanked my lucky stars that I have a loving husband that puts up with me, a house that is falling apart, three jobs and a boatload of dreams that will come true...someday. Someday real soon! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!
Many hugs and fewer roller coaster dips,
Kathy
Many hugs and fewer roller coaster dips,
Kathy
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Morning at the Market - Day 319
This morning on my way to work I took a detour by the Maitland Farmer's Market to see Cathy of Cathy's Cajun Cuisines. She had graciously given Mike and me a tour of A Chateau Kitchen earlier in the week and I promised to check out her booth. Cathy's product selection is impressive. She offers over 50 varieties of jams, relishes and pickled veggies. I was lucky enough to taste several of them - a spicy Papaya Chutney, a milder Mango Chutney, a savory Pear Relish, Bloody Mary Chutney and a to die for Bananas Foster Jam. All were extremely tasty and I indulged myself with the purchase of several jars. I can't wait to share the kitchen with Cathy.
Work today was brutal. Never have I spoken to so many and sold so few bottles of wine. It I got paid for talking I would have made a million dollars. Maybe I should apply for the CDS demonstrator job as my mom's boss Pat suggested. I seem to have lost my touch with wine sales.
Tonight Mike and I visited Sweet Tomatoes with our BOGO coupon. Then headed home to organize my baking supplies. What a project! Mike has the patience of a saint. Why he puts up with me and my piles I will never know. We made a dent in the project...a very small dent. There is so much stuff to go through. I think the project will take me most of the week.
Last night I baked a batch of Choc-O-Chips cookies for Ryan's Jacksonville Jaguars co-workers. They were filled with lots and lots of chips - white, bittersweet, semi-sweet and peanut butter, but NO NUTS. To me a cookie is not a cookie without some kind of nut, but his co-worker does not agree. He likes peanut butter, but not nuts. Go figure! I aim to please. Hopefully he will like the results.
Sorry for jumping all over the place tonight. I am only half paying attention. David Bromstad is on TV with Color Splash Miami and I cannot take my eyes off it.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Work today was brutal. Never have I spoken to so many and sold so few bottles of wine. It I got paid for talking I would have made a million dollars. Maybe I should apply for the CDS demonstrator job as my mom's boss Pat suggested. I seem to have lost my touch with wine sales.
Tonight Mike and I visited Sweet Tomatoes with our BOGO coupon. Then headed home to organize my baking supplies. What a project! Mike has the patience of a saint. Why he puts up with me and my piles I will never know. We made a dent in the project...a very small dent. There is so much stuff to go through. I think the project will take me most of the week.
Last night I baked a batch of Choc-O-Chips cookies for Ryan's Jacksonville Jaguars co-workers. They were filled with lots and lots of chips - white, bittersweet, semi-sweet and peanut butter, but NO NUTS. To me a cookie is not a cookie without some kind of nut, but his co-worker does not agree. He likes peanut butter, but not nuts. Go figure! I aim to please. Hopefully he will like the results.
Sorry for jumping all over the place tonight. I am only half paying attention. David Bromstad is on TV with Color Splash Miami and I cannot take my eyes off it.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Questions Answered - Day 318
This morning I met Donna Moore, the owner of A Chateau Kitchen. I hope to make her commercial kitchen my new home away from home. Donna rents her kitchen to a variety of entrepreneurs like myself starting small food related businesses online and at local farmer's markets. Her rental price is reasonable, but scary. She requires a one year contract. That is the scary part. Thanks to the generosity of two people that believe in me, I have the funds for all the licenses and insurance. But, I will be on my own for the monthly kitchen rental fee. I have to be certain that somehow I can come close to covering the cost each month. Unfortunately I have little room for error. Unless...I go with my husband Mike's idea to tell the mortgage company we will be doing our own loan modification and paying $275 dollars less per month so we can start a business. I think they will find that reasonable...NOT!
As I watched Donna makes several batches of specialty chocolates for a client, I badgered her with questions...many, many questions. She gave me the name of the insurance agent she uses for her liability insurance...the name of the website to register for the food handling class. She explained the house rules of her facility and offered encouragement that space would be available for me even if I needed a little time to get my finances together. She told me the story of how and why she started her business. As I took notes and listened intently, it became more and more apparent that I was on the right path to realizing my dream.
Many hugs,
Kathy
As I watched Donna makes several batches of specialty chocolates for a client, I badgered her with questions...many, many questions. She gave me the name of the insurance agent she uses for her liability insurance...the name of the website to register for the food handling class. She explained the house rules of her facility and offered encouragement that space would be available for me even if I needed a little time to get my finances together. She told me the story of how and why she started her business. As I took notes and listened intently, it became more and more apparent that I was on the right path to realizing my dream.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Friday, June 18, 2010
Cure For What Ails Me - Day 317
I spent all day feeling lousy. I whined to Kat and had my own personal pity party. But it was nothing that a dinner with Mike, Ryan, Tom, Susan and Chris couldn't cure. We met up at Cafe Positano for wine, beer, pizza and good conversation.
I still feel lousy, but now I feel lousy with a smile.
Many hugs,
Kathy
I still feel lousy, but now I feel lousy with a smile.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Mindless Fun - Day 316
Kenda e-mailed me this afternoon with a night out on her mind. She had a free movie pass and a hankering to see Sex and the City 2. Combine that with Tuscan Tasters at Brio and you have a perfect evening out of mindless fun. I couldn't refuse.
We talked more HeartSong Cookies talk over toasted ravioli, margarita flatbread and spicy shrimp and eggplant...all three for under $10. Add a glass of wine and beer and our total bill still came to only $21.00 You can't go wrong with Tuscan Tasters!
The movie was definitely mindless, but fun. It was made even better by the older women sitting behind us offering play by play. Kenda and I giggled like school girls at their goofy comments.
The only problem with the evening is all that mindless fun left me...mindless. I just don't have a creative posting in me tonight.
Many hugs,
Kathy
We talked more HeartSong Cookies talk over toasted ravioli, margarita flatbread and spicy shrimp and eggplant...all three for under $10. Add a glass of wine and beer and our total bill still came to only $21.00 You can't go wrong with Tuscan Tasters!
The movie was definitely mindless, but fun. It was made even better by the older women sitting behind us offering play by play. Kenda and I giggled like school girls at their goofy comments.
The only problem with the evening is all that mindless fun left me...mindless. I just don't have a creative posting in me tonight.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuckered Out - Day 315
Giggling and baking are the perfect elixir for my happiness. But combine them with 4 hours of sleep after all that fun and you end up with a very, very, very tired girl. I am just plain tuckered out. Which will explain why my ramblings tonight will be brief and possibly nonsensical.
The cookie basket I assembled for Ron's uncle was mailed today. I was quite proud of the finished product all dressed up in turquoise and chocolate brown. I wish I could see Unc's reaction when he opens the package and hope he feels the big hug I tucked inside.
Tonight Mike and I met at the downstairs deli section of Antonio's in Maitland for his birthday dinner part 2. He was craving a calzone and I could not resist the lasagna. The meal exceeded all expectations. Mike's gargantuan calzone put a big smile on his face. My lasagna was one of the best I have ever tasted. For $8.95 it was a great value as well.
Tonight is the premier of Top Chef Washington D.C. It begins in 35 minutes and I can hardly wait!
Many hug......zzzzzzzz,
Kathy
The cookie basket I assembled for Ron's uncle was mailed today. I was quite proud of the finished product all dressed up in turquoise and chocolate brown. I wish I could see Unc's reaction when he opens the package and hope he feels the big hug I tucked inside.
Tonight Mike and I met at the downstairs deli section of Antonio's in Maitland for his birthday dinner part 2. He was craving a calzone and I could not resist the lasagna. The meal exceeded all expectations. Mike's gargantuan calzone put a big smile on his face. My lasagna was one of the best I have ever tasted. For $8.95 it was a great value as well.
Tonight is the premier of Top Chef Washington D.C. It begins in 35 minutes and I can hardly wait!
Many hug......zzzzzzzz,
Kathy
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Can't Stop Giggling - Day 314
Today the HeartSong Cookies logo was born...thanks to my friend Morgan. She and David presented it to me over lunch at my favorite restaurant, The Ravenous Pig. We gorged ourselves on deviled eggs, lobster tacos and ugly ends before we even got to our entrees. From this point on the smile on my face just won't go away. I can't stop giggling. The logo is exactly what I had envisioned. It is personal, warm, happy, playful, whimsical, lyrical, simple. It is me. Now I just have to pick a color scheme. Morgan gave me a couple of options and surprisingly, the one that caught me the most off guard is the one I keep going back to. It is a combo of turquoise and chocolate brown.
The day continued on its giggle course as I stopped by to see my friend Dennis with a proof and a peek at my logo. He really like it. Giggle time! Then it was on to my client friends Kristen and Kimberly for proof approvals and more peeks at the logo. They loved it as well. More giggles. I reverted back to Kathy, Careless Driver, as I took numerous logo peeks on the drive back to Orlando.
Dinner was shared with my friends Bree and Lisa over wine and ahi tuna appetizers at BJ's Brewhouse. We had a lot of catching up to do and of course I gave them a peek at my logo. They approved. Back to giggling. The bill kept the smile on my face. Every day from 4-7 appetizers are half price and house wine is $3. But Tuesdays kick it up a notch...all wine by the glass and bottle is half price. That meant my $3 glass of wine was $1.50 and my total bill for the evening came to $6.50 plus tip. Giggle Dance!
The day ended in the kitchen baking cookies for my friend Ron's uncle. They turned out just about perfect. I think it must have been the giggling I mixed in with every batch.
Many hugs and giggles,
Kathy
The day continued on its giggle course as I stopped by to see my friend Dennis with a proof and a peek at my logo. He really like it. Giggle time! Then it was on to my client friends Kristen and Kimberly for proof approvals and more peeks at the logo. They loved it as well. More giggles. I reverted back to Kathy, Careless Driver, as I took numerous logo peeks on the drive back to Orlando.
Dinner was shared with my friends Bree and Lisa over wine and ahi tuna appetizers at BJ's Brewhouse. We had a lot of catching up to do and of course I gave them a peek at my logo. They approved. Back to giggling. The bill kept the smile on my face. Every day from 4-7 appetizers are half price and house wine is $3. But Tuesdays kick it up a notch...all wine by the glass and bottle is half price. That meant my $3 glass of wine was $1.50 and my total bill for the evening came to $6.50 plus tip. Giggle Dance!
The day ended in the kitchen baking cookies for my friend Ron's uncle. They turned out just about perfect. I think it must have been the giggling I mixed in with every batch.
Many hugs and giggles,
Kathy
Monday, June 14, 2010
Nutty For Mike - Day 313
Today is my husband Mike's birthday and since cash is not in great abundance, I had to be a little creative with my gift for him. I surprised him by taking a day off to do whatever he wanted to do. I just hoped he wanted to get a business license. I thought it would be really cool to have the official start of our business be the same day as his birth.
As a goofy gift I created a cookie just for Mike...the "Nutty For Mike Cookie". Last night it made its debut. Mike loves peanut butter and chocolate so this cookie was jammed packed with all his favorites. To my base dough I added a little of a lot of ingredients - semi-sweet chocolate chips, chopped Dark Chocolate Reese's Peanut Butter Cups, Reese's Pieces, Reese's Peanut Butter Chips, chopped peanut brittle and chopped cocktail peanuts. It was definitely over the top, but Mike loved it.
Mike likes to sleep in, so sleep in we did on his special day. Then we headed over to Mimi's Cafe for a late breakfast with Mike's Free Breakfast Coupon in hand. Back home we went for business research and played dueling lap tops for the rest of the morning. The information on starting a business was overwhelming. Do we get the license first, then the FEID number? Do we create a LLC or Sole Proprietorship? Do we register with the city, state or IRS first? Uug! Even though we had done plenty of research before, when we were actually ready to act...we froze. I think the license will have to wait a few more days.
The rest of the afternoon was spent running errands and shopping for things we cannot afford. It was fun to have the ultimate gift of time together with no plans. On the way home I took Mike by A Chateau Kitchen to show him why I was in love. The door was locked, but we peeked in the window. As we turned to head home, the door opened and out stepped Cathy to see if we needed help. Boy do we! She let us come in for a tour and although I did not think it possible, I left even more excited than before. Cathy owns Cathy's Cajun Cuisines that specializes in gourmet jams, jellies, preserves, relishes and pickled veggies. She features her products at Lake Mary Farmer's Market, Maitland Farmer's Market and on line at www.CathysCajunCuisine.com. Cathy answered my questions, explained the co-op concept and allayed my fears. It was pure magic.
When we got home, I baked Mike's extremely ugly, but cute birthday cake. His request was chocolate cake with chocolate frosting. I took it over the top with Reese's Pieces gone wild and chunks of Dark Chocolate Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.
Dinner was Dexter's with a Restaurant.Com gift certificate. After dinner came cake and ice cream. Mike had the look of ultimate satisfaction on his face as I sang him Happy Birthday and the look of ultimate over indulgence as he shoveled in the last bite of cake. We had enjoyed a rare day together and it was pure bliss.
Happy Birthday Mike! I am nutty for you.
Many hugs,
Kathy
As a goofy gift I created a cookie just for Mike...the "Nutty For Mike Cookie". Last night it made its debut. Mike loves peanut butter and chocolate so this cookie was jammed packed with all his favorites. To my base dough I added a little of a lot of ingredients - semi-sweet chocolate chips, chopped Dark Chocolate Reese's Peanut Butter Cups, Reese's Pieces, Reese's Peanut Butter Chips, chopped peanut brittle and chopped cocktail peanuts. It was definitely over the top, but Mike loved it.
Mike likes to sleep in, so sleep in we did on his special day. Then we headed over to Mimi's Cafe for a late breakfast with Mike's Free Breakfast Coupon in hand. Back home we went for business research and played dueling lap tops for the rest of the morning. The information on starting a business was overwhelming. Do we get the license first, then the FEID number? Do we create a LLC or Sole Proprietorship? Do we register with the city, state or IRS first? Uug! Even though we had done plenty of research before, when we were actually ready to act...we froze. I think the license will have to wait a few more days.
The rest of the afternoon was spent running errands and shopping for things we cannot afford. It was fun to have the ultimate gift of time together with no plans. On the way home I took Mike by A Chateau Kitchen to show him why I was in love. The door was locked, but we peeked in the window. As we turned to head home, the door opened and out stepped Cathy to see if we needed help. Boy do we! She let us come in for a tour and although I did not think it possible, I left even more excited than before. Cathy owns Cathy's Cajun Cuisines that specializes in gourmet jams, jellies, preserves, relishes and pickled veggies. She features her products at Lake Mary Farmer's Market, Maitland Farmer's Market and on line at www.CathysCajunCuisine.com. Cathy answered my questions, explained the co-op concept and allayed my fears. It was pure magic.
When we got home, I baked Mike's extremely ugly, but cute birthday cake. His request was chocolate cake with chocolate frosting. I took it over the top with Reese's Pieces gone wild and chunks of Dark Chocolate Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.
Dinner was Dexter's with a Restaurant.Com gift certificate. After dinner came cake and ice cream. Mike had the look of ultimate satisfaction on his face as I sang him Happy Birthday and the look of ultimate over indulgence as he shoveled in the last bite of cake. We had enjoyed a rare day together and it was pure bliss.
Happy Birthday Mike! I am nutty for you.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Sunday, June 13, 2010
A Business With A Plan - Day 312
Last night's party adventure to Gainesville was definitely worth the trip. The two hour drive gave Mike and I some quality time to talk. While I was having fun at Costco yesterday afternoon, Mike was busy working on a project of his own. Shortly after we got in the car, Mike pulled out the fruit of his efforts - a business plan for HeartSong Cookies. It was amazingly detailed with all sorts of charts and graphs. I love visuals! He analyzed our target market, made sales projections, set goals and established pricing. It was truly amazing and something so necessary to business success.
As I flipped through the pages, I was reminded exactly why Mike and I make such a good team. He is exacting, methodical, analytical and patient. I am the opposite - creative with attention to detail, an impatient dreamer easily taken off course. We fit together perfectly. I open his eyes to the possibilities of life. He calmly grounds me. On Mike's birthday eve, I am reminded just how fortunate I am to have him in my life.
Margaret's party in Gainesville was as magical as the trip up. She gathered together friends involved in the production of her book, AQUIFERious, to celebrate its success. Good food, drink and warm conversation filled her home. It was an eclectic mix of scientists, artists, writers and loved ones...a mirror image of the charm of AQUIFERious. Shortly into the evening, Margaret offered a toast to all in attendance. But to my extreme joy and surprise, she singled me out and introduced me to the crowd as one of the driving forces behind her dream becoming a reality. I was speechless...well almost. Most of all, I was proud. Proud of a job well done.
As I sat in Costco this afternoon thumbing through the pages of my business plan, I suddenly noticed I was giggling...out loud. The customers must have thought I was delirious or maybe I had been secretly taking in a little Montepulciano on the side. No, I was just reveling in the fact that I, Kathy Paiva, was about to realize a dream. I was about to have my own business - a business with a plan. A plan for success. WHEEEEEEEE, the ride keeps getting better and better.
Many hugs,
Kathy
As I flipped through the pages, I was reminded exactly why Mike and I make such a good team. He is exacting, methodical, analytical and patient. I am the opposite - creative with attention to detail, an impatient dreamer easily taken off course. We fit together perfectly. I open his eyes to the possibilities of life. He calmly grounds me. On Mike's birthday eve, I am reminded just how fortunate I am to have him in my life.
Margaret's party in Gainesville was as magical as the trip up. She gathered together friends involved in the production of her book, AQUIFERious, to celebrate its success. Good food, drink and warm conversation filled her home. It was an eclectic mix of scientists, artists, writers and loved ones...a mirror image of the charm of AQUIFERious. Shortly into the evening, Margaret offered a toast to all in attendance. But to my extreme joy and surprise, she singled me out and introduced me to the crowd as one of the driving forces behind her dream becoming a reality. I was speechless...well almost. Most of all, I was proud. Proud of a job well done.
As I sat in Costco this afternoon thumbing through the pages of my business plan, I suddenly noticed I was giggling...out loud. The customers must have thought I was delirious or maybe I had been secretly taking in a little Montepulciano on the side. No, I was just reveling in the fact that I, Kathy Paiva, was about to realize a dream. I was about to have my own business - a business with a plan. A plan for success. WHEEEEEEEE, the ride keeps getting better and better.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Saturday, June 12, 2010
A Little of This, A Little of That - Day 311
Baking cookies is a pretty sweet way to start the day. Tonight Mike and I are traveling to Gainesville for a party at Margaret's house. I can't go empty handed, so I decided cookies and wine would be the perfect hostess gift. I wanted to make something fun to reflect Margaret's personality. "This and That Cookies" were the perfect choice. This is a recipe that is always changing with my mood and the items left in the pantry. To my base dough I added white, semi-sweet and bittersweet chocolate chips, dried blueberries and toasted pecans. A little of this, a little of that and hopefully a lot of good.
Work at Costco followed the theme of the day...a little of this, a little of that. I met some wonderful people. Louie from South Africa oozing with excitement for the World Cup. Lilla and Chuck, fellow foodies with great tips to share. The Costco love birds flying around overhead. Tastings of pita chips, chicken tenders and Canadian bacon washed down with Vitamin Water. Blog writing, Mike's birthday plotting, wine aisle stocking, wine consulting and oh yes...Montepulciano d'Abruzzo wine selling mixed in between it all. A little of this, a little of that and a whole lot of fun.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Work at Costco followed the theme of the day...a little of this, a little of that. I met some wonderful people. Louie from South Africa oozing with excitement for the World Cup. Lilla and Chuck, fellow foodies with great tips to share. The Costco love birds flying around overhead. Tastings of pita chips, chicken tenders and Canadian bacon washed down with Vitamin Water. Blog writing, Mike's birthday plotting, wine aisle stocking, wine consulting and oh yes...Montepulciano d'Abruzzo wine selling mixed in between it all. A little of this, a little of that and a whole lot of fun.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Friday, June 11, 2010
Spreading Smiles - Day 310
Today began much better than yesterday ended. It began with a smile...a really big smile. Donna was leaving for vacation for the week with a group of friends and requested (24) HeartSong cookies to take with her as a special treat. "Nothing special, just whatever you have" was Donna's request. Nothing special?! I can't do "Nothing Special"! So I individually wrapped (12) Toasted Pecan Chocolate Chip Cookies and (12) White Chocolate Macadamia Nut Cookies, tied them in pink and burgundy ribbons, tucked them into a bushel basket and wrapped it all in bright pink tulle. The result was definitely smile worthy. When I walked through the door, the look on Donna's face told me everything I already knew. "Something Special" is the way to go. I had another wonderful smile to add to my collection.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Many hugs,
Kathy
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Ending A Good Day With A Bang - Day 309
Today was a good one. My new found sense of peace in embracing the ride made for a very enjoyable day. I met Beatriz for lunch to deliver the cookie basket I made for her daughter Savannah. We talked of new beginnings, past mistakes and all the options before us. Everything is falling into place for both of us and we are ready to embrace the change.
I had big plans for the evening. Tonight was movie night with my friends Carolyn and Sandy. Movies out are a rare event these days. We were going to grab a quick bite before heading to see the ultimate "Kathy Movie"...Letters to Juliet. As I headed to meet them on my favorite road - I-4, things went a little sideways. I received a call from Consumer Connections asking me to participate in a paid take home survey next week. My appointment to pick up the material was 6/17 at 10 a.m. I was afraid I would forget. Soooooo, I looked away from the road for an instant to grab my note pad. Big mistake! The traffic came to an abrupt stop. I did not. I rear ended the car in front of me. Uug! No one was hurt...just my bumper and a scratch of the other car.
Kimberly, the woman I hit could not have been nicer. We pulled into the Denny's parking lot to wait for the highway patrol. And we talked...really talked...about kids, work and family. We proudly shared pictures of our sons. She had such as ease about her. In some strange way, I was actually glad I ran into her. Until the reality of my $164 Careless Driver ticket and the $500 insurance deductible slapped me across the face. Even with all of that, I did not have my normal reaction...sobbing and despair. I was at peace. This too must have happened for a reason. Maybe the slap in the face was more than just about money. It was a wake up call to stop distracted driving.
With ticket and case report in hand, I headed to movie night. My dinner consisted of a Kid Pack of popcorn, fruit bits and Cherry Coke. Yum! The movie was the perfect tonic for my abrupt ending to my day. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE! That roller coaster ride is amazing!
Many hugs,
Kathy, Careless Driver
I had big plans for the evening. Tonight was movie night with my friends Carolyn and Sandy. Movies out are a rare event these days. We were going to grab a quick bite before heading to see the ultimate "Kathy Movie"...Letters to Juliet. As I headed to meet them on my favorite road - I-4, things went a little sideways. I received a call from Consumer Connections asking me to participate in a paid take home survey next week. My appointment to pick up the material was 6/17 at 10 a.m. I was afraid I would forget. Soooooo, I looked away from the road for an instant to grab my note pad. Big mistake! The traffic came to an abrupt stop. I did not. I rear ended the car in front of me. Uug! No one was hurt...just my bumper and a scratch of the other car.
Kimberly, the woman I hit could not have been nicer. We pulled into the Denny's parking lot to wait for the highway patrol. And we talked...really talked...about kids, work and family. We proudly shared pictures of our sons. She had such as ease about her. In some strange way, I was actually glad I ran into her. Until the reality of my $164 Careless Driver ticket and the $500 insurance deductible slapped me across the face. Even with all of that, I did not have my normal reaction...sobbing and despair. I was at peace. This too must have happened for a reason. Maybe the slap in the face was more than just about money. It was a wake up call to stop distracted driving.
With ticket and case report in hand, I headed to movie night. My dinner consisted of a Kid Pack of popcorn, fruit bits and Cherry Coke. Yum! The movie was the perfect tonic for my abrupt ending to my day. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE! That roller coaster ride is amazing!
Many hugs,
Kathy, Careless Driver
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
New Found Appreciation For The Roller Coaster - Day 308
In the past I was afraid. No more. Now I am exhilarated.
My life the last year has been one long, scary ride with breathtaking highs, stomach turning lows and a few upside down loops thrown in along the way. I have cried. I have laughed. I have screamed to make it stop.
No more. Today I had one of those "AH HA" moments. Why not embrace the ride? For all the joy and pain...at least, I feel. I am alive. I am putting myself out there. I am making mistakes. I am accomplishing things. I am growing (in EVERY way). The good times are relished. The bad times learned from. This is the way life was meant to be...one hell of a scintillating ride!
Last night I baked a "weird" cookie in honor of my brother's birthday. I called it "Nutterly Deminted" - a dark chocolate cookie base with chopped Andes mints, bittersweet chocolate chips and toasted pecans. It was quite nutty and deminted...just like my goofy brother.
Happy Birthday Michael! I hope you will join me for the ride. Don't be afraid. It will be fun.
Many hugs and WHEEEEEEEEE moments,
Kathy
My life the last year has been one long, scary ride with breathtaking highs, stomach turning lows and a few upside down loops thrown in along the way. I have cried. I have laughed. I have screamed to make it stop.
No more. Today I had one of those "AH HA" moments. Why not embrace the ride? For all the joy and pain...at least, I feel. I am alive. I am putting myself out there. I am making mistakes. I am accomplishing things. I am growing (in EVERY way). The good times are relished. The bad times learned from. This is the way life was meant to be...one hell of a scintillating ride!
Last night I baked a "weird" cookie in honor of my brother's birthday. I called it "Nutterly Deminted" - a dark chocolate cookie base with chopped Andes mints, bittersweet chocolate chips and toasted pecans. It was quite nutty and deminted...just like my goofy brother.
Happy Birthday Michael! I hope you will join me for the ride. Don't be afraid. It will be fun.
Many hugs and WHEEEEEEEEE moments,
Kathy
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I Found My Kitchen - Day 307
This evening I received a welcome message on my cell phone. It was a message I had been waiting for all afternoon. A message from Donna at A Chateau Kitchen. She informed me that space was indeed available for rent in her commercial kitchen. The price was less than I expected, but still more than I have to spend. But somehow I felt joyful. Each bit of information I uncover brings me one step closer to reality.
Last week when I walked through the door of her facility I felt instantly at home. This is my kitchen. This is where I am meant to be. This is the home of HeartSong Cookies.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Last week when I walked through the door of her facility I felt instantly at home. This is my kitchen. This is where I am meant to be. This is the home of HeartSong Cookies.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Monday, June 7, 2010
Solving Life's Challenges - Day 306
The BP oil debacle, the state of our economy and fears concerning my new business venture continued to slap me in the face this morning. I needed a sounding board to put things into perspective and move on. On the way to work, I picked up the phone and called Kenda to schedule lunch. Kenda needed to get out of the house and I needed her ear. We met at 903 Mills Market...a cool neighborhood cafe that serves awesome sandwiches and salads at a reasonable price. The food was delicious and our conversation was the perfect tonic for what ailed me.
Once again work took me to Tampa this afternoon. And once again the blueberry picking bug bit me on my way home to Orlando. I picked up the phone to make sure blueberries were still hanging on the bushes and off I went for another picking adventure. Retta, the woman who so generously passed on the world's largest zucchini to me last week, greeted me with enthusiasm. She had checked out my blog and was anxious to get the recipe for the Blueberry Zucchini Bread David made with the large gift. She even discussed publishing his recipe in the next edition of her blueberry cookbook. How cool is that?!
I ate blueberries all the way home. Retta told me she rarely washes her berries. They are grown pesticide free. I was very happy about that because I think I must have consumed a whole pound all by myself. I believe whole heartedly in the mental acuity benefits of the blueberry. I am feeling quite sharp this evening...ready to take on any challenge life throws my way.
After a brief stop at Publix to pick up fresh salmon and mashed potatoes, I threw together a mighty tasty meal in less than half an hour. Mike and I dined on grilled salmon, mashed potatoes and a nice salad for about $13.50. I was proud of my frugality and ready to dive into the business research once again.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Once again work took me to Tampa this afternoon. And once again the blueberry picking bug bit me on my way home to Orlando. I picked up the phone to make sure blueberries were still hanging on the bushes and off I went for another picking adventure. Retta, the woman who so generously passed on the world's largest zucchini to me last week, greeted me with enthusiasm. She had checked out my blog and was anxious to get the recipe for the Blueberry Zucchini Bread David made with the large gift. She even discussed publishing his recipe in the next edition of her blueberry cookbook. How cool is that?!
I ate blueberries all the way home. Retta told me she rarely washes her berries. They are grown pesticide free. I was very happy about that because I think I must have consumed a whole pound all by myself. I believe whole heartedly in the mental acuity benefits of the blueberry. I am feeling quite sharp this evening...ready to take on any challenge life throws my way.
After a brief stop at Publix to pick up fresh salmon and mashed potatoes, I threw together a mighty tasty meal in less than half an hour. Mike and I dined on grilled salmon, mashed potatoes and a nice salad for about $13.50. I was proud of my frugality and ready to dive into the business research once again.
Many hugs,
Kathy
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Lonely People - Day 305
It is amazing to me how many lonely people there are in this world. Sometimes I think my perch at Costco has a sign that reads "The Doctor Is In" instead of Montepulciano d'Abruzzo. I am not complaining. In fact, it is one reason I like my job. Today an Air Force veteran, Patrick, stopped by to talk...and talk...and talk. No exaggeration, he talked for over an hour about his time in the service. Time served that he was extremely proud of...as well he should be. He needed a sympathetic ear, eye contact and kudos for a job well done. Listening is something I can do well. So I listened and listened and listened some more. Until nature called. Patrick even escorted me to the Ladies room, but thank goodness he did not come in.
The rest of my afternoon was spent birdwatching. Costco has two new residents...a pair of bird buddies. I watched them fly around overhead and swoop down to grab tasting droppings. All the while hoping that the other kind of droppings did not land on my head. I left Costco unscathed.
Mike had a craving for seafood and I had a craving for relaxation. So we headed to Boston's Fish House in Lake Mary/Sanford to split a seafood platter and a cup of clam chowder. Boston's does fried seafood right. The breading is light and crispy, never greasy, and the portions are quite generous. Tonight the TVs stationed around the room were set on the news. News of the BP oil debacle and the effects on the Florida coast and tourism. I have avoided much of the coverage because I feel so helpless. Mike usually has a way of filling me in on the latest developments without making me depressed. Unfortunately even Mike couldn't sugar coat this mess. I left the restaurant full and filled with frustration over the state of our world, but happy I was not one of the lonely people. I had an intelligent, loving partner to share my life with. Life is still pretty darn good.
Many hugs,
Kathy
The rest of my afternoon was spent birdwatching. Costco has two new residents...a pair of bird buddies. I watched them fly around overhead and swoop down to grab tasting droppings. All the while hoping that the other kind of droppings did not land on my head. I left Costco unscathed.
Mike had a craving for seafood and I had a craving for relaxation. So we headed to Boston's Fish House in Lake Mary/Sanford to split a seafood platter and a cup of clam chowder. Boston's does fried seafood right. The breading is light and crispy, never greasy, and the portions are quite generous. Tonight the TVs stationed around the room were set on the news. News of the BP oil debacle and the effects on the Florida coast and tourism. I have avoided much of the coverage because I feel so helpless. Mike usually has a way of filling me in on the latest developments without making me depressed. Unfortunately even Mike couldn't sugar coat this mess. I left the restaurant full and filled with frustration over the state of our world, but happy I was not one of the lonely people. I had an intelligent, loving partner to share my life with. Life is still pretty darn good.
Many hugs,
Kathy
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